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The way you don't look at me…
The way you don't know what I see…
But how could you,
When our closest connection needed a key?

The way your hair falls over your eye…
The way you smile fills me with a sigh…
And the more and more I see you,
The more and more I want to die.

Drip, drip, drip away goes my soul
As you walk away with your heart whole.
My heart melting like a candle,
The burns from the wax far too hot to handle.

The way you knock on the door of my dreams
But then suddenly I awake
With my deepest desires torn apart at the seams.
Why must it be so?

You are all I could ever want,
But could we ever be together?
No, we just can't, we just can't
Because now you'll be out of my life forever.

Far away you will go
But where that is, I shall not know.
Perhaps one day we'll meet again
But until then, all I will feel is pain.

I just pray that you are happy,
Far away from all your troubles,
Away from the sorrows you cannot see
Yet somewhat closer to someone like me.